Sunday, November 28, 2010

Pointing at the Moon

"...the highest appreciation is not to utter words, but to live by them."
~John F. Kennedy

A true warrior has responsibilities that extend beyond his/her relationship with the Way.  Loyalty to the Way as a set of principles is noble, but it is merely smoke and mirrors unless that loyalty compels you to live by the same principles and not just possess the words. 

It is insufficient to know the path.  You must walk it.

I know this.  I acknowledge this.  I hold myself responsible for this.  As I reflect on each day, I find myself asking: "How is this related to the Way?  Have I acted in a way that brings me closer to my goals? How am I now better today than I was before?"

I am constantly self-evaluating, measuring whether what I said, wrote, thought, or did was "enough", whether I meet my own personal standards, and whether or not what I did could have been better or was as good as it could have been at that moment.  After reviewing, I immerse myself in setting new targets, creating new goals - always wanting to be better.

And then something happens.

Sometimes my screen lights up and a student is there, reaching out for guidance and I am needed...

Sometimes it's the brush of my dog's nose nuzzling against my calf, her sign of affection calling me to sit with her and be in a dog's world for a few minutes...

Sometimes it's the delicate touch of a hand on my shoulder and the sweet scent of my girlfriend's perfume, drawing me away from my self-imposed solitude and into a comforting embrace...

...all reminders that self-mastery is not about losing myself to myself.  That's a critical mistake.

I cannot ignore the present and the role that I play in it, nor can I allow myself to lapse into cycles of reflection and prediction that are unhealthy to the point of being afraid to act - a state of "paralysis by analysis".  I just need to trust who I am, then act in accordance with how I'd like to be.

Thinking about walking is overrated, much like obsessing about the Way.  Besides, even the first couplet of the Daodejing mentions: "The Dao that can be spoken is not the eternal Dao.  The name that can be named is not the eternal name."

The power of the Way comes from living it.

(P.S.  Happy belated 70th birthday Sijo Bruce Lee.)

Saturday, November 20, 2010

Into the Abyss

 
"That place... is strong with the Dark Side of the Force.  A domain of evil it is.  In you must go."
"What's in there?"
"Only what you take with you."
~Yoda & Luke Skywalker, The Empire Strikes Back (1980)


Before I begin, I apologize upfront for being vague, but this one's pretty close to the chest - too close to blog about in a completely public fashion, although I've been talking with a few close friends.

During the coming weeks, I will be facing some steep personal challenges, issues that have been a part of my life for a long time.  I've been feeling somewhat anxious about this for a long time, so in a way, it will be good to confront it because the uncertainty (and, in some cases, the waiting) troubles me far more than any of the possible outcomes.

I have reminded myself how Coach Tom has described the UBBT process as being its own Hero's Journey - a reference to Joseph Campbell's book, The Hero With a Thousand Faces.

My own experience has been consistent with this. 

I remind myself of this when the anxiety strikes me.  During the course of my own UBBT journey, I have completed a long series of trials, with the support of close friends and teammates to lend me strength during the times that I have been tempted to stray from the course. 

Every victory has yielded valuable lessons.  I have grown.

I am not the same person that I was when I first embarked on this path, but I also recognize that right now, I'm not fully prepared for this one.  I've needed to do it for a long time though.  Even though my journey is far from over, I sense that it is time for me to take action now. 

Like my good friend Luke Skywalker, I must venture into this cave alone.  Unlike him, I don't have a lightsaber to bring along with me, which might play out to my advantage.  I kinda want one, though.

Wish me luck, friends.

Friday, November 12, 2010

Find Simplicity

 
In the spirit of simplicity, this blog post will be short and sweet.

I'm sitting in my comfy computer chair with a tall, cool glass of ice water.  Two dogs are nestled at my feet, fading into dreamland.  My window is open.  The breeze feels good.

There is much to do, but that's not important now.  I feel content in this moment, neither needing nor wanting anything more.  Well, the laptop can go.  Soon enough.

Check that thought.  The moment is here.  Now is good.  Off to enjoy simple pleasures. :)

Saturday, November 6, 2010

Carl Sagan Day



Today is the second observance of Carl Sagan Day, in honor of the famous scientist's life, work, and legacy.  His messages, such as this one, connected us all to a great perspective and mission.

RIP Mr. Sagan.

Tuesday, November 2, 2010

A Rant on Education, With Purpose


Caution: super-long post, aimed in part at protecting many of our children from their own education.

The world of public education is abuzz with talk of improving student achievement. Faced with the disheartening statistics illustrating the decline of the American school system in comparison to other industrialized nations (along with a continuous series of budget cuts, among other issues), many educators are faced with the challenge of maintaining and/or increasing the level of rigor in their classrooms in order to keep up with the demands of a 21st century world - a world which will require its citizens to be able to adapt quickly and work together to solve problems (new and old) and work with technologies that haven't yet been invented.

According to a recent 2010 report by the Partnership for a 21st Century Education entitled, "Up To The Challenge", there are three primary developments which will make it possible to increase student outcomes that match the needs of their postsecondary, business, and civic lives:

1.  Consensus that the foundation of academic knowledge required for postsecondary education is virtually the same, with growing recognition that the academic skills, and employablity and technical knowledge and skills, are essential as well;

2.  Widespread agreement that lifelong learning and "learning how to learn" are key drivers of success in college, careers, and civic life; and


3.  Collaborative efforts in states, districts, and communities to strengthen their collective capacity to deliver results that matter.



To some, this may appear to be a blend of jargon from the education industry and the corporate world, so please pardon me while I translate each one briefly, and then comment on them:

1.  Obsessing over academic standards in schools is like training a soccer team whose main goal is being able to move their legs in a way that looks like running.  Yes, running is important for soccer, but it's not the only thing.


If I were to list all of the anatomical, neurological, and physiological elements of a running stride in a painstakingly-outlined sequence and then require coaches to test their athletes on these things as a measurement of athletic ability INSTEAD of (or even "in addition to") requiring them to play well, every sports team in the country would be bogged down with needless crap instead of being able to train.  Even the teams whose running scores outperformed all the other teams would still suffer in terms of their overall ability to compete on a global level because of the disproportionate amount of time focusing on the fundamentals and not the applications.

Our teachers managed to get us what we needed to get into college without the need for endless bureaucracy.  Some of us even feel like we made it, despite many of our teachers. ;)

It's time we trusted the teachers again.  The outline of standards is a guide, not a cut-and-dry recipe for academic success.  Give your tour guides a chance to make the trip interesting and meaningful.


Let's move on:

2.  Learning is a part of life, even after you're done with school, so you'd better be good at it.

It's unfortunate that a love of learning isn't necessarily synonymous with a love of schooling.  Perhaps that suggests something about our schools....or about ourselves, perhaps both.


Maybe #2 was self-explanatory.  Onward:

3.  We all need to work together on things that make a difference.

At its pinnacle, education does more than distribute knowledge.  It transforms behavior.

Transformational learning came into the educational landscape in 1978 with the work of Jack Mezirow, who wrote about a different level of learning experience - the kind of learning experiences which produce enough of an impact to create a "paradigm shift" that affects future behaviors.

The connection is almost too simple.  If you want to make a difference in the world, you make a difference in another's life...yet education doesn't necessarily promote this level of learning - not in an environment where the measurement and evaluation of foundational learning is prized as the "coin of the realm", while the "immeasurable" task of serving the community and fostering a sense of civic duty and positive contribution is lumped into the category of "community service" and seen as a chore.

Why is transformation such an important goal for learning?  It gives purpose to learning, purpose which runs deeper than passing a test and making a grade.  Connect that purpose to other forms of learning and you unlock a deep sense of motivation to learn!


Bringing it all back now....since this post is technically a UBBT journal for me also, I want to highlight how the curriculum objectives of the UBBT (and the Live Like a Champion Project) contribute towards the 3 developments suggested by the Partnership for 21st Century Education:

1.  The UBBT is flexible in pushing its participants to become well-rounded master teachers.  Instructors who haven't opened a book since high school are encouraged to wrap their minds around great thinkers and put their ideas into action creatively, not by copying a step-by-step lab procedure because social change isn't simply a matter of following a recipe.  Others who have the knowledge, but have lost the ability to apply themselves enough to jog more than a couple of laps around the track, are tasked with achieving functional mastery - not just the ability to eat, sleep, run, punch, kick, and choke....but to be masterful in doing it!  We must unite theory with reality.

2.  The UBBT returns its participants to the model of continuous, lifelong improvement and refinement.  Gone are the days where we could believe we've "been there, done that" and then parrot orders at the front of the class....that was probably never in line with our ideals to begin with.  The master becomes the student once again, because "master teacher", "master practitioner", and "master student" are the same path.

3.  UBBT members take their practice "out of the dojo and into the world".  While educators might be trapped in the idea that service projects aren't quantifiable (because they've only recently begun to use fancy statistics to track the most elementary levels of subject area knowledge), UBBT students are expected to document 1000 acts of kindness (large or small), mend 3 relationships (talk about socioemotional learning), spend a full day simulating various forms of disability in order to have first-hand experience growing in their sense of empathy for others, and much more - watch what they're planning to do in Alabama next April (have you donated yet?).

What will someone learn from these experiences - will the lessons be consistent?

To the rigid educator, no.  The results will be highly subjective, difficult to track, and unable to replicate with any reliable degree of consistency.

To the educational activist, yes it is consistent because all of those unmeasurable activities produce results that matter.  Unlock a sense of purpose in a student....watch what they achieve.

You want to improve schools and communities?  Have them all do the UBBT.